Spike, Buffy, Xander, Anya, Dawn, Wesley and Tara aren’t mine. They belong to someone else (sob). Other fictional characters are mine, however. If you’d like to take any of them out to play, ask beforehand. I don’t make money on any of them. Feed the writer. Review. Many thanks to Chrysalis for listening, suggesting, reading, not hanging up on me when I call for help and generally putting up with me. Love ya, mean it. Thanks also to everyone who has reviewed this series as it has grown. Without all the comments, it would have been much worse than it is.

 

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Stranger Music

 

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In Search Of

 

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“Dawn, go see who’s at the door,” Buffy called out from the kitchen. Dawn huffed but got off the couch to see who was trying to beat their door down. When she peered out the peephole, she saw a frantic, crying Anya. As soon as she opened the door, Anya came pouring into the house.

 

“Buffy!” Anya screamed. “Xander’s gone!”

 

Buffy came running out of the kitchen. “It’s Anya,” Dawn said to her sister. Buffy rolled her eyes.

 

“Xander’s gone!” Anya repeated frantically. “He disappeared!”

 

“He probably went out. He’ll be back, though,” Buffy said. After all, with what he’d been through the last few days, who wouldn’t want a little fresh air.

 

Anya shook her head. “No, I mean gone like disappeared out of the living room gone. Poof! No Xander!”

 

Buffy’s eyes widened in alarm. “Just gone?”

 

Anya nodded. “One minute he was there, the next minute he wasn’t. What am I going to do?” She wailed. Buffy patted her back gingerly and looked over at Dawn, mouthing ‘Willow.’ Dawn nodded and went to call the witch. Maybe Willow would actually have her cell phone on for once.

 

As it happened, she did. “Willow?”

 

“Yeah, Dawn? Whatcha need?”

 

“We have a serious problem. Xander’s missing.”

 

“What! Um…I’m on campus. Lemme think…”

 

Dawn thought quickly. “Meet us at the Magic Box, ok?”

 

“Sure. I’ll be there ASAP.”

 

Dawn hung up and went back the foyer, where Anya was now soaking Buffy’s shirt in tears. “We need to go to the Magic Box. Willow’s going to meet us there.”

 

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When Buffy, Dawn and Anya reached the shop, Willow and Tara were waiting for them. The store was closed, since Anya hadn’t opened it due to Xander’s disappearance. She handed the keys to Buffy, who let everyone in.

 

“What’s going on?” Willow demanded. “Where’s Xander? What did you do to him?”

 

Anya sniffled sadly. Buffy looked at her and said, “Maybe you should tell Willow what you told me, hmm?”

 

The ex-demoness nodded and slumped against the counter. “We were arguing, because Xander’s an unfaithful male who left me at the altar and deserves to suffer for what he did. He was cowering like a dog and I threw a paperweight at him. Then he disappeared.”

 

Willow and Tara looked at each other in confusion. That wasn’t much information to go by. “Did you make a wish? Like to a vengeance demon or something?”

 

Anya scowled. “No, I’d know if I did something like that. There weren’t any wishes. He’s just gone!” She was regaining some of her composure. After all, he had left her. Why was she crying so hard over it? Oh yeah, she loved him. A fresh spate of tears started.

 

Tara frowned. “What about the paperweight?” Maybe the thing had had a spell on it.

 

Anya waved toward a display. “It was just a cheap novelty from Taiwan. I gave it to him as a token of appreciation. He seemed to like it ok, though.”

 

Tara walked over to the display. Sure enough, there were about thirty molded glass paperweights of different colors and styles. Most of them looked cheap enough. She studied a red one, noting the seams in the glass and the ‘made in Taiwan’ stamp on the bottom. They didn’t feel magickal, not at all. Still, she studied them a little while longer.

 

Willow looked back at Anya. “What about the bad-ass geeks? They could have done something to him, like make him invisible!”

 

Buffy shook her head. “Not unless they built a new toy. But they could have done something else, and they’d know that hurting any one of us would get to the rest of the group.”

 

“Guys?” Tara called softly. “Could you look at this?”

 

They went over to where Tara was standing. She held out a clear glass statue. “It’s not like the others. None of the clear ones are.”

 

Buffy took the paperweight. It didn’t look special. It was just a piece of clear, cool glass with bubbles in it. “I don’t see anything odd about it.”

 

Willow took the piece and immediately gasped. It felt…odd. It wasn’t exactly oozing power, but there was something about it. She turned it over, looking for any clue. “You’re right, but what does it mean?”

 

Tara shook her head. “I don’t know. Anya, have you sold any more of these?”

 

“I can check the inventory list.” She walked around behind the cash register, booting up the computer. A few minutes later, she shook her head. “The clear ones haven’t been selling at all. I cancelled that part of the next order. In fact, other than the one I gave Xander, only one other has moved, and it was stolen.”

 

“Well, at least we don’t have to worry about too many of them floating around, if they’re to blame,” Willow said in relief. “But still, I don’t know what to make of this. I wish Giles were here.”

 

Dawn nodded. “But he’s off on some vacation and told us not to try to contact him.”

 

Buffy groaned. “Figures he’d pull that right when we need him. Damn.”

 

Willow shrugged and moved over to the books. “We’ll just have to research this on our own, and quickly.”

 

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“Still nothing?” Buffy asked Willow. The witch shook her head. Four days had passed, yet they hadn’t found a thing.

 

“We need help,” Willow said. Tara nodded her agreement. None of them had enough knowledge yet to do this. It didn’t help that she and Willow hadn’t resolved everything between them, so the tension was quite high at times.

 

“But who is there?” Buffy said, slumping in her seat.

 

“Angel?” Willow asked tentatively.

 

“No! I mean, we can do this without him. Besides, I don’t think this is his specialty,” Buffy said hurriedly.

 

Willow thought for a moment. “Wesley? Giles mentioned once that he was in L.A.. Maybe he left Wesley’s number somewhere around here.”

 

Buffy looked up. “That geek? Ugh. He’s so annoying.”

 

“But he’s a Watcher, and good with the research,” Willow argued. “And, he’s not Angel, even if he sometimes works with him.” That was what Giles had told them—that Wesley sometimes worked with Angel on hard cases. They thought it a bit strange but said nothing.

 

“Fine. You call him, if you can find him,” Buffy replied.

 

Anya proved to be a lot of help in that area. Wesley had ordered a couple of books from them some time back and she still had his information on file. “Do you think he’ll help?” She asked absently. That Anya had gotten over Xander’s disappearance so quickly hadn’t really shocked any of them. They knew she cared, but they were also well aware of Anya’s nature. She would move on. To her, Xander was gone. Anya also had a greater knowledge of things supernatural, and she held out few hopes that he’d be found. For Anya, he was already dead.

 

“Well?” Buffy asked a few minutes later.

 

Willow smiled weakly. “He said he’d be here in a few hours. He didn’t sound too busy.”

 

“What kind of snotty commentary did he make?” Buffy inquired.

 

Willow shook her head. “He didn’t. Actually, he was sort of quiet. He didn’t sound much like he used to.”

 

The girls continued looking through their books but found nothing. When Wesley arrived, they were just finishing up dinner. “Hey, thanks for coming,” Willow said as he stepped into the shop.

 

Wesley smiled weakly. “It’s not a problem. I hope I can help, though. What exactly happened?”

 

Willow and Buffy filled him in on the story while Dawn made a pot of tea, figuring he’d prefer that over coke.

 

“May I see these ‘paperweights’?” Wesley asked when they were through.

 

Dawn handed him a cup of fresh tea as Willow led him to where they had the glass objects stored. Wesley picked one of them up with his free hand. A moment later, the cup of tea slid unnoticed through his fingers. Buffy caught it before it hit the floor.

 

“Oh my sweet lord,” He whispered.

 

“What?” Buffy asked, watching Wesley’s eyes widen comically.

 

“Where did you get these?” He asked frantically. “How many are there? Where are they?”

 

Willow looked at him in confusion. “Anya got them with a bunch of other paperweights from some sleazy middleman supplier in Taiwan, There were six of them, but two are gone; one was stolen and the other was with Xander when he disappeared. The remaining four are here,” Willow replied, pointing at the box they’d stored them in. “What do you know, Wesley?”

 

Wesley sank into a nearby chair, still cradling the crystal. “They’re not paperweights, you know.”

 

“Then what are they?” Dawn asked, picking one up.

 

“If I am correct, and I believe I am, they are the Saádriel talismans,” Wesley said.

 

“What’s that?” Buffy asked, not recognizing the name.

 

“It’s a long story, if it is told correctly,” Wesley warned.

 

“Then you’d better start, so we can find Xander,” Buffy said.

 

“If we even can,” Wesley said under his breath. “Once upon a time,” He began, pursing his lips when Buffy huffed. “Several millennia in the past, a tribe of humans wandered around the earth, following rivers wherever they ran and living off the fruits of the earth.”

 

“Sounds like Clan of the Cave Bear,” Buffy muttered.

 

“They were constantly attacked by hordes of demons, and were nearly helpless to fight back, because they were weak. This was, by the way, before Slayers existed,” Wesley continued. “The only thing they had to protect them was their shaman. He fought against the demons day and night, telling his tribesmen where to move the people so that they would be safe, at least temporarily.”

 

“What happened?” Dawn asked the Watcher.

 

Wesley smiled. “He knew that eventually the demons would annihilate his people, so he began to look for somewhere else to go. See, this shaman was adept at opening portals between dimensions. After years of looking, he found a place that seemed perfect. It was sparsely populated, although not by humans, and no demons or dark magic existed to poison the land. He saw it as a sanctuary, and named it ‘Saádriel,’ the tribe’s word for asylum. It’s the only word from their language we know, since it was used to describe the crystals.”

 

“So he took his people there?” Buffy summarized.

 

Wesley nodded. “Yes, but he did more than that. He used his magic to isolate the new dimension from all others, so that once his people crossed over, no one could follow him. But, he knew that not all of his tribe could go at once—they had been scattered by years of attacks. So he made these crystals, and put very powerful spells on them.” Wesley held up the crystal he had in his hand. “See, when he shut off that world from this one, and all others, he set these crystals up as the only way to get there. The only people that can use them are humans; the magic in them destroys demons. That way, no matter who tries to use the crystals, only humans end up on the other side.”

 

“Oh,” Buffy said. “So, how did it make Xander disappear?”

 

Wesley shook his head. “No one knows how to activate the crystal. If you had had any knowledge of how it might have taken Xander, we would be the first to know. You said that there had been six crystals here?” Buffy nodded. “That makes sense. According to the legends, demons found the crystals, or at least all that were left after they finished destroying the remaining Humans. Most counts put the number at seven. About a hundred years ago, it was rumored that a magician in this country found one of these and managed to activate it. Since he was never seen again, everyone assumed that it either worked or he was a shyster.”

 

“Maybe Anya knows. I mean, she was there,” Willow said. The ex-demoness might have forgotten something, after all.

 

“Anya?” Buffy called. “Could you come here for a sec?”

 

Anya walked over. “Yes?”

 

“Did you notice anything odd about the crystal? Or, did it do anything unusual?” Wesley asked.

 

Anya shook her head. “I hit him with it, and then he caught it. A minute later, he was gone.”

 

Wesley frowned. “Did it draw blood, perchance?”

 

Anya shrugged. “I certainly threw it hard enough, but I wasn’t exactly worried about Xander’s well being at that point. How would I know?”

 

“What are you thinking?” Willow asked.

 

“The most common hypothesis surrounding the use of the crystals is that they involve blood magic—that they’re activated by drawing blood. The problem is that until now, only one has ever surfaced and no one but that one magician ever got to study it. All we know about them is myth and legend passed down by demons from when they were made. What I’ve told you is what’s considered most likely to be fact; all sorts of stories abound about their magical healing properties, their ability to kill anything that touches them, and whatnot,” Wesley replied.

 

Dawn looked at the crystal she held. “So why don’t we just try one out and go get Xander?”

 

Wesley shook his head. “That’s not a good idea, Dawn. First, we don’t know if it works. Second, we don’t know anything about that dimension, or where Xander is in it. Transdimensional travel is inherently dangerous. Third, there’s no way of knowing if we could get back. Remember, that dimension is shut off from all others. We couldn’t just use a spell, and I doubt the shaman left one over there. Fourth, and most importantly, we don’t know if these are the Saádriel talismans. They could just be paperweights, with a bit of magic in them.”

 

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Dawn watched in frustration as two more days went by. Wesley had helped speed up the research, she supposed, but that only meant that books were discarded more quickly. She wanted to help, but they shoved her aside. That made her mad. Xander was her best friend and she wanted to help get him back. She didn’t understand what was taking so long. They knew where he was, they knew how to get there—well, maybe—so why didn’t they just go?

 

“We’ll find him, don’t worry,” Tara said, looking up at Dawn. Dawn smiled back at her, knowing that the witch knew she was angry at the lack of progress.

 

Dawn silently screamed. It seemed that the desperation and fear that everyone had felt when Xander had first gone missing was absent from everyone but her. Buffy was resuming her patrols, Anya had gone back to business as usual, and Willow and Tara were splitting their time between researching and making up. Wesley was definitely invested in the research, and was more effective than all of them combined, but it was more of an academic thing for him than any real concern for the guy he’d never particularly liked. He was cool, though, so Dawn didn’t mind.

 

“Well, I think we should call it a day,” Willow announced an hour later. “I’m tired and hungry. Wanna grab a bite, Dawn?”

 

Dawn shook her head. “Nah, I’m supposed to wait here for Buffy.”

 

The witches and Wesley put away their books and left soon thereafter. The Watcher had been at the store since early morning and obviously needed rest. Dawn wandered around the back of the store, flipping through books here and there. She wanted to help, but didn’t know how. She was messing with the crystals in their box when Buffy came to get her.

 

“Come on, shorty,” Buffy yelled from the front of the store.

 

Dawn rolled her eyes and moved to obey. Out of habit more than anything, she pocketed the crystal in her hand.

 

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“You don’t care that he’s gone, do you?” Dawn said coldly.

 

Buffy shook her head in denial. “Of course I care, Dawn. Some things take time, you know. There isn’t another way.” Dawn had been like this ever since she’d picked her up at the shop.

 

“Isn’t there?” She asked her sister.

 

“Look, you know there isn’t. Dawn, we’re trying as hard as we can, and we’ll get him back as quickly as possible. We miss him, too,” Buffy said soothingly.

 

Dawn nodded jerkily. She still didn’t believe her sister, though. “I’m staying over at Kim’s this weekend, remember?”

 

“Yeah, I remember. I’ll drive you,” Buffy said.

 

“Don’t bother. It’s only a few houses over and across the street,” Dawn replied, heading upstairs to pack.

 

Buffy watched her sister go, wondering if she ever had control in her own house. It certainly didn’t look like it.

 

Dawn sat on her bed, looking around her room. She didn’t really want to go to Kim’s at all, not when Xander was still missing. A wild idea started in her mind, and she began to rummage through her closet. After a few minutes of digging, she found the sturdy, army-issue knapsack Spike had given her. It had been a gag gift, one he’d found at a thrift store. The joke was the name on the bag,‘PFC Dusk’. They’d both laughed at the stupid joke and she’d thrown it in her closet. Now, though, the bag, with its enormous capacity, would come in handy.

 

She had no idea what she’d need in the other world, but she was taking no chances. Clothes, both light and heavy weight, were carefully put in the bottom. She loaded up on knives, stakes, and a cross or two, just in case it wasn’t as garden-of-edenish as Wesley made it out to be. She also put in a few journals and some pens. After all, who knew? A bunch of granola bars she’d hidden away were stuffed here and there, along with two blankets.

 

Picking up the bag, she hefted it on her shoulders and looked around. Oh, yeah, she should call Kim and tell her she wouldn’t be coming. That didn’t take but a minute, though.

 

Finally Dawn stood in the middle of her room, crystal in hand. If it didn’t work, nothing was lost in the effort. Drawing in and holding a deep breath, she held up her free hand and brought it down hard on the sharp points of the clear crystal. She winced as they stabbed into her palm, drawing blood. Nothing happened right away. “Oh well.” She looked at the crystal in disappointment. Then she looked closer. Was it glowing?

 

 

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